What's your name?

This question had been haunted me for the past 8 months and my head was being cracked over and over again but still can't find the right name for my second child.

Finally we have decided to use ...

I have the same difficulty to name my first son too. For him, I used ..

Taking Bath

Struggling!!

Sharing Love

I like this picture as they look so sweet. I hope they will continue respecting, sharing and loving each other in future.

When I look at this picture, I noticed that my elder son has grown up so fast. I keep telling meself do not over joy with the arrival of my 2nd son and neglected my eldest son. I need to balance my love to both of them. Many people suggested that I let my elder son staying with my mum, so that it will be easier for us to take care of our 2nd son. This idea make me feel very bad that I am like leaving my son behind.

The Amazing Day

After waititng for about 10 months, finally I 2nd monkey decided to come out to see the world. He choose to come at odd hour - 4:15am, which I have to rush back all the way from KL to Melaka in the midnight. I guess I have tested my car's full limit. I guess the engine almost drop out from the car.

At 5:00am, I finally got the chance to meet him.

That moment was so amazing.

Lousy Saturday

Yesterday we received a call from our maid agency. According to them, my maid failed her medical check up. Her heart is few mm larger then ordinary people. This morning we have no choice but to return her to the agency. We really hope that she could stay, as she is doing her work well and she likes to company my son and playing with him.

The sad moment happened in the early morning. We do not tell her about all this before he agency come to collect her. We really do not know how to put this into words. When she knew that she need to pack her belongings and return to the agency centre, she begain to get panic and cried. She thought she have done something wrong that we rejected her. She keep hugging my mum and said that she really treat my mum as her own mother. Few days back she told my mum that she had a dream. In her dream, her dad asked her to settle down here and work properly. She agreed that she told my mum if possible she hope she can continue working here after the contract has expired.
Before she left, we gave her some money for the appreciation about her good work. But we still feel lousy about this for the whole day.

Count Down

As I am going to meet my 2nd monkey at any time, I am now all set in the standby mode and counting down day by day.

Not really anxious but just a little bit of curious. Wonder how the life would be when I have 2 monkey king. I guess my head will grow double.

By watching the 1st monkey grow up, I have found some cruel facts about human being in nature.
i. Human are selfish - Even as young as a toddle, they do not like the idea of sharing. They will try to get as much attention as possible and they do not allow to share their belongings and their love with other people.
ii. Human are pretender - They will try to act to get what they want. They will act sad to earn sympathy from other
iii. Human are hot temper - They will throw the temper to you if they don't get what they want.

Merdeka

Lately many Malaysian is celebrating Merdeka. However I am starting to get confuse. Malaysia has been indepandant for almost 50 yrs and I think many people has forgotten what is the original Merdeka means and its spirit. Many people start to put their own tag on it.

People has been question about their loyalty when they don't hang the national flag. the 'Bros' started to quarrel and finger pointing to each other.

I start questioning myself.. who am I? why am i here? what am i doing?

I used to be proud to be a Malaysian. I will stand up and confront with the people who defer my country. But now I feel like I am being alienated. The country don't love me anymore. The country question my royalty when I didnt hang the national flag behind my bike. I was being accused of being too hard working and earning too much. While nobody question those people who organised a multi million wedding ceremony.

I feel so sad and feel like I have no future here. I guess maybe it is time to leave.

Nyonya Kuih

Maybe because I have the Peranakan Blood (My Grandma is a nyonya), I like nyonya cooking very much, especially the nyonya kuih kuih.

I have found 'Peranakan Place' in Malacca who sell very nice traditional nyonya food. I like the Mee Siam, Nyonya Laksa and Nasi Lemak.

This place is located at Jalan Bandar Hilir, where it is next to the Malacca Salvation Army. Its operating hour is 1:pm to 12am.

Don't forget to try their nyonya kuih too. Their are my favourite. they have kuih talam, kuih koci, Kuih lapis, oneh oneh and so on........ as you can see from the picture, most of the nyonya kuih has some blue color. This is their trademark