Cross Road

I think I have not been blogging for quite sometimes. perhaps 2 months. Lately I have reach another major cross road in my life. I have been looking at the options laying in front of me but I just can't make up my mind. The situation is a little similar to " when your wife and your mum both fall into a river, who should u save first?" That's a tough one right?

To start my own biz? to get a job?

4 years ago, we were like a love couple. Although we were thousand miles apart, he was always there to support me whenever I was landed problem. I also make sure that I was always be there to share his joys and sadness.

We both had a same dream and we were so excited when we decided to build our dream together. We started of our biz with only 2 office rooms, one admin assistant and a driver. At that moment, we were so ambitious and unstoppable.

Today we have owned 2 office buildings and 8 employees. However we also have built a wall between us. I am no longer understand him as i used to be. Although I am a specialist in Telecommunication, I have failed to break the communication barrier between us.

It is sad to realise that we have both have reach the cross road and it is time to say goodbye. I never have problem to made any decision in the past. I am wonder why? this time it is so difficult to choose whether to start my own new business or find a job.

I guess the problem is not that I am hesitating to make the decision. I trembled is because I am hesistated to say goodbye.

Con te partiro mi amigo !!