T junction

I have a habit to set a short term target for myself every four years and it always happen after the world cup.When I was in secondary school, I set my target to study in KL I did it and get a bechelor degree in UK. Four years later I had set another target that was to be an engineer and I did it again and I was an IT consultant. Then I wanted to have my own business. As usual I did it again without fail.

Now the 2006 world cup is overed and Italy has became the world cup champion, I have reach another T junction of my life and its time for me to set a new target. Unlike the previous target, these time I have difficulty to choose. I feel like a heavy kite, which has difficulty to fly high. I am now become very confuse, undecisive and not daring anymore. Sometimes when I was driving, I thoguth about this matter and suddenly it make me feel so much pressure that make me hadly to breath.

I am now in the T junction and there are 2 options for me to choose.
i. continue my own business in KL or
ii. move back to Singapore and start a new life there.

turn left.... or turn right... no no no I must turn left... wait wait !! I guess turn right is better......... left! right! left! right!

Flying Without Wing

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings