Wonderful Tonight

苹果

2011-03-17T23:27:00.005+08:00

今天读了一则新闻，有位先生在地震过后，赶紧冲回家找他的妻子。当他回到家里，找遍了整间屋子都不见妻子的踪影。他开始急了。正当他走进厨房时，他看见桌子上摆了一粒削了皮的苹果。他的眼泪开始缺堤了。因为那是他妻子为他削的苹果。好让他放工回家后吃。如今苹果还在，而人且不知去哪了。他赶忙拿起了苹果，把它吃了。不要浪费妻子的一番心意。每一口苹果吃进肚子里，心都揪了。

吃完了苹果，他赶快到街上到处找。过了不久，他看到妻子的车子在路上，他赶快跑前去看。当他来到车旁，发现妻子不在车里。他哭了。 ‘没了。。。没了。。。都冲走了’

歲月神偷

2010-09-18T00:51:00.008+08:00

这是一部感人的电影。故事淡淡的，没有曲折，没有离奇。说的都是平常发生在我们周遭的故事。但画面且带给我很深的感触。

喜欢导演对这部电影的铺排。由一个小孩从鱼缸里看世界。特别留意到有一幕，在坟场，任达华叫了叫小孩，然后伸出一只在手掌心带有些血和泥土的手，去牵小孩的小手。那只手道尽了生命的坎坷和坚韧的意志。

喜欢这电影的主题曲和插曲。

Softly sighs the rainbow,
Misty songs of old
Flowing by the skyline
My secret lullaby

Softly sighs the rainbow
Stories seldom told
Flowing by the skyline
My love songs never rhyme

I, stand alone below
lingering by my secret rainbow
ah... My secret rainbow

彩虹悠悠的叹气
轻轻的哼着一首老歌
划过天际线
像我秘密的摇篮曲

彩虹轻轻的叹气
叙述着不曾听过的故事
划过天际线
我的情歌不曾响起

我独自站在天空下
缠绕在我秘密的彩虹里
啊。。我秘密的彩虹

阿嫲

2010-07-17T02:30:00.007+08:00

虽然在很久以前就已经预料到会有这一天的到来，
但我还是舍不得。。。真的舍不得。。。

我很怕一个人静下来。我怕我的眼泪会不听话。。我又开始想念您了。
阿嫲，您还好吗？您听到我在叫您吗？

看见您离开的那一幕，我想我也在那一刻长大了。
我已经失去一个可以让我撒娇的人。

阿嫲，如果我在天堂遇见您，您还会记得我吗？您还会牵我的手吗？
我还可以喊您一声阿嫲吗？

那天头七，您搭搭我的肩膀，是有话要对我说吗？
昨天二七，我嗅到您的味道，是您回来了吗？

阿嫲，那天您对我说，如果我搬到新的办公室，您会不舍得。
您是不是怕我留下您孤零零一个，而冲冲的先走了。我又何尝不是依依不舍呢。

阿嫲，我还有好多好多的话要对您说。您能听到吗？
还有好多的小娘惹故事您还没告诉我，您可以说给我听吗？

阿嫲，您找到阿公了吗？您有把他的手牢牢的牵住吗。
阿公，我答应您我会好好的照顾阿嫲，我做到了
现在我把阿嫲交给您。您俩可不要悄悄从我的记忆里离开

想念您的大孙。麟

难得糊涂

2010-03-27T01:05:00.004+08:00

很多人很努力做了些东西，切得不到想要的结果，很苦恼，常叹。。事与愿违，时不与我，天忌英才。。哈哈！！。感觉好像佛祖的五指山压下来般，动弹不得，喘不过气来，整个人好像就快要崩溃。

其实很多时候当我们做一些事时。不因该太注重结果，有些结果是不受我们控制的，但事情的过程却是由我们全权操控。所以我们因该尽情的享受事情的过程。但求尽心尽力，心安理得。而对事情的结果，有时需要放一著，退一步

聪明难，糊涂难，由聪明而转入糊涂更难。放一著，退一步，当下心安，非图后来福报也

变了

2009-08-06T21:35:00.003+08:00

今天街上很多人都戴上口罩，学校关了，超级市场也关了。现在人人都呆在家里，活在无形的恐慌中。成几何时这世界变了。。。

未来的世界将会像科幻故事般，人们都活在一个防护罩里，防护罩外充满了可怕的细菌。人与人的接触也只剩下引以为荣的网际网路。

自由已经变成一个很昂贵的奢侈品。言论，人身，健康。。。好贵好贵。。。。。

I Dreamed a Dream

2009-04-18T18:40:00.009+08:00

今天在 youtube 看了这则短片，有些感动。
我们每个人都有一个梦，但是又有多少人守住自己的梦。
很多人常常埋怨怀才不遇，时不予我而放弃了梦想。

梦因坚执而成真，梦因放弃而淹灭

人只要坚执自己的理念，勇往直前，总就有一天一定能成功。
天下没有白吃的午餐。如果我们不踏出一步，就算神明要帮忙我们，祂也没辙。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luRmM1J1sfg

在苏格兰的Glasgow stage, 47 岁的 Susan Boyle 踏上了 ’Britain's got talent‘ 的舞台

当评判问 Susan Boyle 的梦想是什么（what's your dream)？

Susan Boyle 答：我想要成为一个职业演唱家
(I want to be a professional singer)。

评判听了有些藐视她的再问：是什么事耽误了你的梦想这么久
（What makes you take so long)？

Susan Boyle 答 : 之前没人给过我机会。希望这次能有所改变
（I've never been given a chance before
but hopefully that will change）。

当 Susan Boyle 开始唱的那一霎那，在场的人的心都被 Susan Boyle 那天使般的声音给俘虏了。而 Susan Boyle 等了47年的梦想也在此刻化成现实。

I Dreamed A Dream

There was a time when men were kind,
And their voices were soft,
And their words inviting.
There was a time when love was blind,
And the world was a song,
And the song was exciting.
There was a time when it all went wrong...

I dreamed a dream in time gone by,
When hope was high and life, worth living.
I dreamed that love would never die,
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.
Then I was young and unafraid,
And dreams were made and used and wasted.
There was no ransom to be paid,
No song unsung, no wine, untasted.

But the tigers come at night,
With their voices soft as thunder,
As they tear your hope apart,
And they turn your dream to shame.

He slept a summer by my side,
He filled my days with endless wonder...
He took my childhood in his stride,
But he was gone when autumn came!

And still I dream he'll come to me,
That we will live the years together,
But there are dreams that cannot be,
And there are storms we cannot weather!

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living,
So different now from what it seemed...
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed...

预订一张心情的船票

2009-04-12T02:49:00.004+08:00

两人生活的世界，原本就充满着无数的琐碎。对于其中的细节，只有当双方用心去互相体贴，聆听，才能在平淡的日子里，得到一些共鸣，以及飘起一缕浪漫的云烟。

阿东的妻子出国旅行去了，过几天就要回来。阿东好高兴。他把家里打扫的干干净净。也买了很多东西准备迎接妻子回来。

那天阿东在公司忙了一整天，很疲倦，想回家睡个觉。当他一进家门，见到妻子也会来了。妻子在国外见识了好多新鲜和好玩的东西，与阿东又好多天没见。心情好是兴奋。一见阿东就喋喋不休的说个不停。可是阿东太累了，听着听着就不知不觉的睡着了。妻子满腔的热血给淋了一头冷水。当她看见屋里四周整整齐齐的，不像阿东平时的作风，她起了鸡皮疙瘩。

第二天早上阿东起来，知道昨晚自己失态了。可是他忙着敢去上班，就没对妻子多说。放工后，阿东赶忙回家想要和妻子聊个痛快。可是妻子经过长途旅行，今天很睏乏，一点精神都提不起来。妻子对阿东的问题都答非所问。阿东的热情遇到了妻子的冷淡。阿东一下子也无法适应。假如他们都能预订一张心情的船票。那他们的相见会是喜悦与温情相伴。相反的，如果双方的心情船票都错过了乘船的时间。烦恼将会写在往后的日子。

在繁忙的都市生活里，我们是不是该放慢脚步，让另一半能跟上来和自己一同搭上同一艘的心情小船

在心底为善良按个家

2009-04-12T00:58:00.013+08:00

今晚来到礼堂接母亲回家。因为时间还早，就到书摊逛一逛。我选了一本书 “邪恶善良住在隔壁” 作者是张恒加。看了序幕，有些感触，想在这里分享一下。

男女平等

2009-01-04T02:56:00.007+08:00

在这人人都在讲人权的社会里，
很多妇女纷纷走出厨房，高喊着男女平等
大家都很努力的向男性挑战，希望能与男性一起撑起另一片天。
可是又有谁真正知道什么是平等？
如果每个人都争着撑起这一片天，那另一片天呢？不就垮了吗？

上帝创造男人和女人就是希望大家能阴阳协调，互补各自的不足。
现在有很多的社会问题和价值观的改变都是因为这协调以不在。

海角七号

2008-12-11T00:38:00.004+08:00

最近听了很多关于海角七号这部电影，它也获得很多好评。于是抽空去电影院看了这部戏。
这部戏没有很煽情，也没有很曲折的故事。它只是淡淡的，把很朴实的人性给呈现出来。

当走出戏院后，脑海里的思绪就像一阵一阵的海浪般涌现出来。

人生如戏，戏如人生。
一些人总爱把他们的一生弄得轰轰烈烈，害人害己。
其实平淡的人生也可以是一部好戏，一部幸福的戏

忆阿公

2008-07-20T22:56:00.004+08:00

人

2008-07-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

Leaving

2008-02-25T23:19:00.004+08:00

菩萨

2007-10-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

Wish

2007-08-21T02:20:00.000+08:00

While searching for song in Youtube, I found this song, which is sing by Ivana Wong. I like the lyrics very much. I guess it reflect my feeling now

Dream come true

2007-08-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

Since almost 10 years ago, I always wanted to go for Jacky Cheung's Concert. But I always fail to do so. 1998 - I was a poor assistant manager - cant afford, 2002 - I has become a consultant but still can't afford, cause I have just paid my MBA fees... 2004 - I partnered with someone so start a business, still can't afford as the business is just started. Not that I like Jacky so much so that I must see his concert. However it is more like a report card to me. If i can't go for his concert, it means i am still not financially stable, my report card is fail.

This year 2007 Sept 14............ he is coming

and...

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I am going.

I am coming Jacy.... wait for me.... jackyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I die die also must go. I want to mark a new millestone in my life.

Patriotism ??

2007-08-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

Every year 'Patriotism' always be the hot topic in the month of August. I am wondering is there anyone who can tell me what does 'patriotism' mean.

i. Some people said hanging national flag is a form of showing patriotism. hmm..... this group of cyclist must be very patriotic.

But .... there are people who stole national flag from others, hang the flags on the bicycle and patrol around the town, cycling in the middle of the busy road, become road bullies. They did it every year without fail. Are they patriotic? Is this the merdeka spirit? Malaysia boleh??

Flag being stolen from some association

2. Lately Mr Wong is in deep trouble because of his rap song. hmm.. he is guilty.. must jail him.... take away his citizenship... beheaded?? some kids forgot to bring his IC. and get jailed for 6 months... These people should be punished because they do not know what they can do and what they cannot do in Malaysia. In Malaysia, u can't rap gila gila, u can't forget to bring along with your IC when u step out from your house. its all No No. But it is ok to build a palace on a reserve land for the poor. as long as u are from the law enforcement (oh ya!! if you are the head, it is even better) and of coz must be rich also (How he become rich, doesn't matter). It is ok to build bocor building in Malaysia. Not many people can build bocor building in other country. especially in such a big scale. Only 'malaysia boleh'

After independent for 50 yrs, this is the true value that we have come out. Lets celebrate!!

Guarding Angel

2007-08-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

There have been so many things happened lately. I wonder why I can be that confident to face the challenge comes toward me? After cracking my head to find the reason behind it, I think I have found the answer.

Everyone has a guarding angel to guard them through their life, But I got 2 and they are so special.

Angel 001

========

As his name implied, Whenever I face a challenge, he give me the courage to work on it with persistent and never say give up. He made me a true Spartan

Angel 002
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His cheerful smile is like morning glory, always warm my heart and guard me to face the challenge with positive thinking.

Lost

2007-08-11T19:35:00.000+08:00

A living Actor

2007-06-17T16:05:00.000+08:00

Cross Road

2007-04-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

I think I have not been blogging for quite sometimes. perhaps 2 months. Lately I have reach another major cross road in my life. I have been looking at the options laying in front of me but I just can't make up my mind. The situation is a little similar to " when your wife and your mum both fall into a river, who should u save first?" That's a tough one right?

To start my own biz? to get a job?

4 years ago, we were like a love couple. Although we were thousand miles apart, he was always there to support me whenever I was landed problem. I also make sure that I was always be there to share his joys and sadness.

We both had a same dream and we were so excited when we decided to build our dream together. We started of our biz with only 2 office rooms, one admin assistant and a driver. At that moment, we were so ambitious and unstoppable.

Today we have owned 2 office buildings and 8 employees. However we also have built a wall between us. I am no longer understand him as i used to be. Although I am a specialist in Telecommunication, I have failed to break the communication barrier between us.

It is sad to realise that we have both have reach the cross road and it is time to say goodbye. I never have problem to made any decision in the past. I am wonder why? this time it is so difficult to choose whether to start my own new business or find a job.

I guess the problem is not that I am hesitating to make the decision. I trembled is because I am hesistated to say goodbye.

Con te partiro mi amigo !!

Once upon a time ....

2007-02-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

Today I found these old (really .. really.. old) pictures from my pc. Suddenly it brought me back to the memory lane with a time machine.

Time : 1950's
Location : Malacca, Malaysia

In the middle is my great grandma, Antie Meng Chu (left), my dad (in my great grandma's arm), Antie Yin (right) and .....

These is a classic picture, it has two great women in a picture. My grandma (left) and my great grandma (right). My dad (middle), uncle Steven (right)

Uncle Steven (Left), Antie Meng Chu (Middle), Uncle Kee Chun (Right) and Antie Molly (bottom)

Too many for me to identified...

I wonder where can I find this chair now. hmmm i can sell it to the museum and earn big bucks.

By the way, This is how the kid sit today (monster)

Chinese New Year

2007-02-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is at the corner, But I hardly feel any new year mood around. Maybe I shall start it with this chinese new year song.

Truck on Fire

2007-01-05T15:20:00.000+08:00

While I was on my way to work in the morning, I saw this accident happended along MRR2. It looks a bit familiar like the hollywood action movie. I hope the driver is alright and no one get hurt.

While Malaysia fiddles, its opportunities are running dry

2006-11-29T12:15:00.000+08:00

These are something that many of us have known, wonder and worry. The issues is very simple, logic and straight forward. Nothing is complicated. But some jokers just can't understand it and accept the fact nor the 'Oxford Migthy'. They always like to come out with some 'brilliant ideas' and make it joke of the day. As a Malaysia Citizen, we really don't know whether we should laugh or cry as it sound so stupid and pettatic.

I guess we can only dream that one fine day, a lighting will strike some people's brain so that they can start thinking and analyse before they act.

While Malaysia fiddles, its opportunities are running dry
By Michael Backman The Age November 15, 2006

MALAYSIA'S been at it again, arguing about what proportion of the economy each of its two main races — the Malays and the Chinese — owns. It's an argument that's been running for 40 years. That wealth and race are not synonymous is important for national cohesion, but really it's time Malaysia grew up.

It's a tough world out there and there can be little sympathy for a country that prefers to argue about how to divide wealth rather than get on with the job of creating it.

The long-held aim is for 30 per cent of corporate equity to be in Malay hands, but the figure that the Government uses to justify handing over huge swathes of public companies to Malays but not to other races is absurd. It bases its figure on equity valued, not at market value, but at par value.

Many shares have a par value of say $1 but a market value of $12. And so the Government figure (18.9 per cent is the most recent figure) is a gross underestimate. Last month a paper by a researcher at a local think-tank came up with a figure of 45 per cent based on actual stock prices. All hell broke loose. The paper was withdrawn and the researcher resigned in protest. Part of the problem is that he is Chinese.

"Malaysia boleh!" is Malaysia's national catch cry. It translates to "Malaysia can!" and Malaysia certainly can. Few countries are as good at wasting money. It is richly endowed with natural resources and the national obsession seems to be to extract these, sell them off and then collectively spray the proceeds up against the wall.

This all happens in the context of Malaysia's grossly inflated sense of its place in the world.

Most Malaysians are convinced that the eyes of the world are on their country and that their leaders are world figures. This is thanks to Malaysia's tame media and the bravado of former prime minister Mahathir Mohamad. The truth is, few people on the streets of London or New York could point to Malaysia on a map much less name its prime minister or capital city.

As if to make this point, a recent episode of The Simpsons features a newsreader trying to announce that a tidal wave had hit some place called Kuala Lumpur. He couldn't pronounce the city's name and so made up one, as if no-one cared anyway. But the joke was on the script writers — Kuala Lumpur is inland.

Petronas, the national oil company is well run, particularly when compared to the disaster that passes for a national oil company in neighbouring Indonesia. But in some respects, this is Malaysia's problem. The very success of Petronas means that it is used to underwrite all manner of excess.

The KLCC development in central Kuala Lumpur is an example. It includes the Twin Towers, the tallest buildings in the world when they were built, which was their point. It certainly wasn't that there was an office shortage in Kuala Lumpur — there wasn't. Malaysians are very proud of these towers. Goodness knows why. They had little to do with them. The money for them came out of the ground and the engineering was contracted out to South Korean companies. They don't even run the shopping centre that's beneath them. That's handled by Australia's Westfield.

Next year, a Malaysian astronaut will go into space aboard a Russian rocket — the first Malay in space. And the cost? $RM95 million ($A34.3 million), to be footed by Malaysian taxpayers. The Science and Technology Minister has said that a moon landing in 2020 is the next target, aboard a US flight. There's no indication of what the Americans will charge for this, assuming there's even a chance that they will consider it. But what is Malaysia getting by using the space programs of others as a taxi service?

There are no obvious technical benefits, but no doubt Malaysians will be told once again, that they are "boleh". The trouble is, they're not. It's not their space program. Back in July, the Government announced that it would spend $RM490 million on a sports complex near the London Olympics site so that Malaysian athletes can train there and "get used to cold weather". But the summer Olympics are held in the summer.

So what is the complex's real purpose? The dozens of goodwill missions by ministers and bureaucrats to London to check on the centre's construction and then on the athletes while they train might provide a clue.

Bank bale outs, a formula one racing track, an entire new capital city — Petronas has paid for them all. It's been an orgy of nonsense that Malaysia can ill afford. Why? Because Malaysia's oil will run out in about 19 years. As it is, Malaysia will become a net oil importer in 2011 — that's just five years away.

So it's in this context that the latest debate about race and wealth is so sad.

It is time to move on, time to prepare the economy for life after oil. But, like Nero fiddling while Rome burned, the Malaysian Government is more interested in stunts like sending a Malaysian into space when Malaysia's inadequate schools could have done with the cash, and arguing about wealth distribution using transparently ridiculous statistics.

That's not Malaysia "boleh", that's Malaysia "bodoh" (stupid).

4th wedding anniversary

2006-11-13T03:42:00.000+08:00

Time flies. I just noticed that I have been married for 4 years.

In my life, there are 3 women that make me cried. My mum, grandmum and my ex-gf. But it is my wife, who make me smile and bring me happiness. I am so lucky that it did not take me long to find her. Although I do not have thousand words to wrtie about our 4 years marriage, there is always 3 words in my heart that is 'I love you'

Here is the song that I would like to dedicate to my lovely wife - Bee.

Either I am crazy or the god must be crazy

2006-11-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

Lately I feel so confused. What have been tough to me for the past 30 yrs, seems like all wrong.

i. I have been calling myself a Malaysian proudly for the past 30 years but now there are some jokers starting to question my nationality. They called Malaysian aka rojak.

ii. All these while I am following the rules and regulation. but until recently then I realised that rules and regulation are meant to break. The following is the converstaion a reporter (R) and my mentor - Mr Z the law terminator (Z) -

R : Sir, is it wrong to build a house without getting approval?
Z : Yes and No. It is wrong and illegal to build a SMALL house without
getting legal approval. But it is alright to a BIG house (4 storey
and above) as big as a istana (palace) without any approval.
Rich people is always right, poor people is always wrong.

R : How about satey store, sir?
Z : Not any satey store can get approval. It must be the Zzz Satey
Store. Hey...... you no study is it? your teacher never told you
Z is stand for LAW??

R : Sir, you are the role model for many youngster out there. would
you like to share with us your secret to success?
Z : Study is a waste of time. doing business is too risky. become a
professional is too troublesome. lampburger? maybe but no guareenty.
If you really really want to success, to get rich fast, you must
become a municiple like me. especially from klang. See little boy...
I was declare bankruptcy before and I managed to get rid of bankruptcy
within 2 years only. And now I have built my satey empire, a palace
and I am even in the parliment.

R : Sir, Whats your opinion about Mr Soul |Tan's Statement?
Z : Ohh... that Ah Tan ah? no worry. I am the LAW and
I am the ZzzzzzzzManNNNN!!!

R : Sir, so....
Z : Boy.. enough for today's interview. while talking to you, I have lost
3 satey stores and 2 istana already. so enough is enough. Go
play with your toys now. If not i will send someone to demolised your house

So the reporter change his target to Mr Toyota.

R : Sir, What's your opinion about the Z success story?
T : Excellent !! Mr Z really show the true Malaysia spirit. Hip!! Hip!!
Malaysia Boleh !! any how also Boleh!! I am very proud of him

R : Any last word to Mr Z??
T : Keep up the good work. Mr Z Boleh !! Rich man Boleh !!

Cloud

2006-10-27T02:55:00.000+08:00

I don't like to sleep alone

2006-10-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

Lately Bee and Heng have been away from home for almost one and half month. Left me alone a home and many thought just came across my mind.

When we were small, we study for our parent and hope to get a good result so that they can be proud of us. When we go to college, we study for our future and hope to get a good career with high pay. So when I started my working life, I asked myself again. I am doing all this for what, for whom? I realised that at this point of time, we need someone to share our success. Regardless how high pay you get or how high position you hold, when you reach home and if there is no one there to share with you, you will feel that all the effort that you have done in your work is meaningless.

Bee, Heng and Chen are my main motivation to carry on, to fight for my career and for a better tomorrow. At this point of time, it reminds me of an old song - I don't like to sleep alone

Artist: Paul Anka
Song: I don't like to sleep alone

Lyrics :

I don't like to sleep alone
Stay with me
Don't go
Talk with me for just a while
So much of you to get to know
Reaching out touching you
Leaving all the worries behind
Loving you
My mouth on yours and yours on mine

Marry me
Let me live with you
Nothing's wrong and love is right
Like a man says in his song
Help me make it through the night
Loneliness can get you down
When you get to thinking no one cares
Lean on me And I'll lean on you
Together we will see it through

No, I don't like to sleep alone
It's sad to think some folks do
No I don't like to sleep alone
No one does
Do you?

No, I don't like to sleep alone
It's sad to think some folks do
No I don't like to sleep alone
No one does
Do you?

Smoke gets in your eyes

2006-10-18T15:55:00.000+08:00

It has been quite some times not writing in this blog. Thanks to the hazy day, which was given by my beloved neighbour from Indonesia. It was so hazy that the smoke gets in my eyes and I got lost on my way to this blog.

Therefore I called up to the radio station today and dedicate this song to my beloved neighbour to 'tank' them for their kindness of bringing haze to me every year without fail.

Artist: The Platters
Song: Smoke Gets in Your Eyes

Lyrics :

They asked me how I knew
My true sick was true
Oh, I of course replied
Something here inside (my lung) cannot be denied

They said someday you'll find
All who breef now will die
Oh, when your heart fill with dust
You must realize
Smoke gets in your eyes

So I chaffed them and I gaily laughed
To think they could doubt my health
Yet today my health has flown away
I am without my health

Now laughing friends deride
Tears I can not hide
Oh, so I smile and say
When they start razing forest
Smoke gets in your eyes
Smoke gets in your eyes

What's your name?

2006-09-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

This question had been haunted me for the past 8 months and my head was being cracked over and over again but still can't find the right name for my second child.

Finally we have decided to use ...

I have the same difficulty to name my first son too. For him, I used ..

Taking Bath

2006-09-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

Struggling!!

Sharing Love

2006-09-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

I like this picture as they look so sweet. I hope they will continue respecting, sharing and loving each other in future.

When I look at this picture, I noticed that my elder son has grown up so fast. I keep telling meself do not over joy with the arrival of my 2nd son and neglected my eldest son. I need to balance my love to both of them. Many people suggested that I let my elder son staying with my mum, so that it will be easier for us to take care of our 2nd son. This idea make me feel very bad that I am like leaving my son behind.

The Amazing Day

2006-09-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

After waititng for about 10 months, finally I 2nd monkey decided to come out to see the world. He choose to come at odd hour - 4:15am, which I have to rush back all the way from KL to Melaka in the midnight. I guess I have tested my car's full limit. I guess the engine almost drop out from the car.

At 5:00am, I finally got the chance to meet him.

That moment was so amazing.

Lousy Saturday

2006-09-23T18:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we received a call from our maid agency. According to them, my maid failed her medical check up. Her heart is few mm larger then ordinary people. This morning we have no choice but to return her to the agency. We really hope that she could stay, as she is doing her work well and she likes to company my son and playing with him.

The sad moment happened in the early morning. We do not tell her about all this before he agency come to collect her. We really do not know how to put this into words. When she knew that she need to pack her belongings and return to the agency centre, she begain to get panic and cried. She thought she have done something wrong that we rejected her. She keep hugging my mum and said that she really treat my mum as her own mother. Few days back she told my mum that she had a dream. In her dream, her dad asked her to settle down here and work properly. She agreed that she told my mum if possible she hope she can continue working here after the contract has expired.
Before she left, we gave her some money for the appreciation about her good work. But we still feel lousy about this for the whole day.

Count Down

2006-09-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

As I am going to meet my 2nd monkey at any time, I am now all set in the standby mode and counting down day by day.

Not really anxious but just a little bit of curious. Wonder how the life would be when I have 2 monkey king. I guess my head will grow double.

By watching the 1st monkey grow up, I have found some cruel facts about human being in nature.
i. Human are selfish - Even as young as a toddle, they do not like the idea of sharing. They will try to get as much attention as possible and they do not allow to share their belongings and their love with other people.
ii. Human are pretender - They will try to act to get what they want. They will act sad to earn sympathy from other
iii. Human are hot temper - They will throw the temper to you if they don't get what they want.

Merdeka

2006-09-17T01:48:00.000+08:00

Lately many Malaysian is celebrating Merdeka. However I am starting to get confuse. Malaysia has been indepandant for almost 50 yrs and I think many people has forgotten what is the original Merdeka means and its spirit. Many people start to put their own tag on it.

People has been question about their loyalty when they don't hang the national flag. the 'Bros' started to quarrel and finger pointing to each other.

I start questioning myself.. who am I? why am i here? what am i doing?

I used to be proud to be a Malaysian. I will stand up and confront with the people who defer my country. But now I feel like I am being alienated. The country don't love me anymore. The country question my royalty when I didnt hang the national flag behind my bike. I was being accused of being too hard working and earning too much. While nobody question those people who organised a multi million wedding ceremony.

I feel so sad and feel like I have no future here. I guess maybe it is time to leave.

Nyonya Kuih

2006-09-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

Maybe because I have the Peranakan Blood (My Grandma is a nyonya), I like nyonya cooking very much, especially the nyonya kuih kuih.

I have found 'Peranakan Place' in Malacca who sell very nice traditional nyonya food. I like the Mee Siam, Nyonya Laksa and Nasi Lemak.

This place is located at Jalan Bandar Hilir, where it is next to the Malacca Salvation Army. Its operating hour is 1:pm to 12am.

Don't forget to try their nyonya kuih too. Their are my favourite. they have kuih talam, kuih koci, Kuih lapis, oneh oneh and so on........ as you can see from the picture, most of the nyonya kuih has some blue color. This is their trademark

Tears in heaven

2006-08-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

儿啊！你可知道你的一喜一怒一忧，已牵动了我的心。
请别怪我太宠你，因为我害怕失去你

When I first listen to this song, I just know that it is a sad song. But after having my first kid, I begin to feel the song and i am touch. Yesterday there is a tragic happened in Melaka. A parent just lost 3 kids in one night. When they wake up, they can never see their kids or hear their laughter again. I don't know how they cope with this pain and I wish god can give them the energy to make them strong and carry on.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

A day in Orchard, Singapore

2006-08-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

Orchard Road is forever that busy and crowded. There are getting more and more booths along the road. It has become very colourful.

Rich Dad's Before You Quit Your Job

2006-08-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

Lately I have read Rich Dad's Before You Quit Your Job by Robert T. Kiyosaki, Sharon L. Lechter. This is the 3rd Rich dad's best selling books that I have bought. Compare the 3 books, this one give me a serious tough. Although the text is a bit repetitious, it present his plan for "would be entrepreneurs" in a very clear and organiser manner, which make me easy to follow.

I like the ideas about the triangular "team-leadership-mission" diagram. It provides a very good and simple guide for you to study the company structure. After reading this book, I realise that I am falling under self employed quadrant (There are 4 quadrants - self employed, investor, business owner and employee). They are many things that I have neglected and I am still trap inside the box.

I think I started to understand why I was lost recently. I guess I was living without a mission, a dream. I was blurr by my daily routine. A man cannot live without a dream, or else he will be like a machine (lost sole) keep repeating and live without a purpose.

Beautiful Tree

2006-08-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

Can you imagine I found this tree in KL, Malaysia? It looks like Sakura from Japan. This tree is full of white colour flower and a tree next to it is full of pink colour flower.

My favourite Mee Rebus

2006-08-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

Everytime when I go back to Malacca, I will try to free myself to enjoy this mee rebus. This Malay stall is located at Ujong Pasir, Malacca (Very near to Portugis Sentlement). It is only operating from 8am to 12pm, so only early bird will have the chance to eat it.

It is very delicious and selling fast, but the price is very cheap. It is only cost RM2.50 per plate. Don't forget to order a glass 'Teh Tarik' as well. Ohh ya!! forgot to mentioned here that the indian style rojakk served there is equally finger licking good. Yumy Yummy!!

Durian!! Durian !! Durian!!!!!!!!

2006-07-29T17:50:00.000+08:00

Its durian sesson again. Dad just bought lots of durian home. Althoguth I am having some sour throat... I just don't care. I want durian.

I am a bit disappointed that these durian's quality is not good. It is a bit waterly

Ruud Seals Real Deal

2006-07-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

Finally Ruud is confirmed leaving Man U this season!!

The deal is reported by Spanish media to be worth around 15 million euros ($19.12m) for the 30-year-old who has scored 150 goals for United since joining in 2001 for a then British record fee of £19m ($35.39m).

'Real Madrid have reached an agreement with Manchester United for the signing of Ruud van Nistelrooy,' the Spanish club said in a statement.

Now, Van Nistelrooy joins Real Madrid, a team with some of the most dangerous fire power in Europe. Ruud will join players like Ronaldo and Raúl to form one of the most devastating attacks on the old continent. How about Man U, what is Ferguson's plan??

T junction

2006-07-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

I have a habit to set a short term target for myself every four years and it always happen after the world cup.When I was in secondary school, I set my target to study in KL I did it and get a bechelor degree in UK. Four years later I had set another target that was to be an engineer and I did it again and I was an IT consultant. Then I wanted to have my own business. As usual I did it again without fail.

Now the 2006 world cup is overed and Italy has became the world cup champion, I have reach another T junction of my life and its time for me to set a new target. Unlike the previous target, these time I have difficulty to choose. I feel like a heavy kite, which has difficulty to fly high. I am now become very confuse, undecisive and not daring anymore. Sometimes when I was driving, I thoguth about this matter and suddenly it make me feel so much pressure that make me hadly to breath.

I am now in the T junction and there are 2 options for me to choose.
i. continue my own business in KL or
ii. move back to Singapore and start a new life there.

turn left.... or turn right... no no no I must turn left... wait wait !! I guess turn right is better......... left! right! left! right!

Flying Without Wing

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Creative MP3 player - Zen Touch (white)

2006-07-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

Price - RM799 only

Features :-
i. Palm Size
ii. 24 hours battery life at 128kbps MP3
iii. Holds 10,000 songs
iv. Groove to the Touch! - Playing music is fun with the Creative ZEN Touch's easy navigation.

Music service support

Creative's support for WMA and Windows Media® Player 9 Series offers you access to the widest selection of music download services on the internet.

40GB³ hard drive stores up to 16,000 songs¹ in WMA format or 10,000 songs in MP3 format
Up to 32-hours³ of playback time on a single battery charge
Up to 97dB signal-to-noise ratio for the best sound quality
Create and customize music playlists on-the-go
Unique search function locates any song, album or artist
USB 2.0 for faster file transfers
4-band custom equalizer and advanced EQ presets let you customize your music playback
AudioSync™ lets you seamlessly update your Creative ZEN Touch with your latest music on your PC at the touch of a button
FM radio, voice and FM recording via optional wired remote control (available separately)

Company Trip to Port Dickson

2006-07-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

We have organised a company trip to Port Dickson this weekend. There are total 13 person and we went in 3 cars. We went to a new resort called Sunshine Bay Resort. For the past 5 years we have tried almost 20 resorts & hotel in Port Dickson and we never re-visit.

We started our journey a bit late about 11:30pm and we took a break at Seremban R&R. Everyone looks excited and my son was singing while listening to Eric Clapton. We reach there about 2:30pm. We were staying at 10th floor with Wingz and Tommy and the rest staying at 7th floor. There was only one lift for the whole block and it was scarely and moody.

After settling down, we decided to go to the swiming pool to have some fun.

When Heng saw the swiming pool, he just can't wait to jump into the pool. Gerald was busy with his water gun and trying to make new friends and Heng was busy with his little boat.

After half an hour, we decided to look for more fun. These was where the 2 beach boy in action. Yes!! It beach time !!

iPod 30G & 60G for sales

2006-07-21T13:10:00.000+08:00

i. Hold up to 15,000 songs,
ii. Full-colour album art
iii. 25,000 photos,
iv. 150 hours of video
v. 2.5-inch colour display

The new iPod lets you take music videos and TV shows on the road.

Colour : White, Sleek Black
Price :
iPod 30G white - RM1099
iPod 30G black - RM999

iPod 60G white - RM1499
iPod 60G black - RM1399

** Limited Stock
Courier charges : Pen. Msia (RM12), Singapore (RM50)

Playing your iPod is only half the fun. Try filling it with downloads from the iTunes Music Store.

Choose from over 2 million songs, 25,000 podcasts, 2,000 music videos or your favorite ABC and Disney television shows, download them to your Mac or PC and sync them to your iPod.

Add an optional audio cable to play music from the iPod to your home stereo or use an optional S-video cable with iPod to play VJ on your TV. You can perform the same big-screen feat with iPod photo slideshows.

Anyone who is interested may send a message to my email nevvman@yahoo.com.sg

Things to ponder.....

2006-07-20T02:02:00.000+08:00

Lately there were many things came across my mind and i started to feel confuse. Here are the things that ponder...

i. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?
ii. Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?"
iii. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant?
iv. Would a fly without wings be called a walk?
v. If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?
vi. Can vegetarians eat animal crackers?
vii. If the police arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent?
viii. Why did kamikaze pilots wear helmets?
ix. Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they taste funny?

Anyone have the answer??

Joke of the day

2006-07-20T01:35:00.001+08:00

Fool in love...

After a quarrel, a wife said to her husband, "You know, I was a fool when I married you." The husband replied, "Yes, dear, but I was in love and didn't notice it."

Fear of alligators ....
While sports fishing off the Florida coast, a tourist capsized his boat. He could swim, but his fear of alligators kept him clinging to the overturned craft. Spotting and old beachcomber standing on the shore, the tourist shouted,"Are there any gators around here?!"
"Naw," the man hollered back, "they ain't been around for years!"
"Feeling safe, the tourist started swimming leisurely toward the shore.
About halfway there he asked the guy,"How'd you get rid of the gators?"
"We didn't do nothin'," the beachcomber said.
"The sharks got 'em."

Manchested United

2006-07-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

I guess many Man U fans has been disapointed about the team performance for the last two season. The new season of English Premier League and UEFA Champions League are going to start soon. Before the season start, there are many bad news that the star players might be leaving. We are so anxious to know who will then join the new devils. We have heard a lot about the super star players transfering to Real Madrid and Chealsea. But nothing much from the Old Trafold.

There are many speculations, like Patrik Viera, Fernado Torres and Micheal Carrick.
Rudd is leaving, Ronaldo wanted to leave...... Man U need new bloods to boost up the spirit.

Anyway...... Ole is back !!

Leaving or not?

Coming or not ??

Growning up

2006-07-17T02:59:00.000+08:00

Since I have become a father, I started to understand that it is not easy to raise child and it is neither an easy task for a kid to grow up. They have to gone pass many test ahead. Especially if the kid is having some kind of sickness. Today I watched a Taiwan documentary which talking about children having disease called Hereditary epidermolysis bullosa.(泡泡龙).

Many children like and enjoy bathing. but for those kid who have the disease, bathing is a very very painful event. Everyday they have to suffer this pain and crying out of their heart. Every night they can never sleep well. They will being waked up by the itchiness and pain. It takes a lot of courage, patient, determination and love to take care the kids. Some parent decided to abandone the kid, some were in depression. It is so sad to see those kids have to fight and bare the pain each and everyday to grow up, to survive.....

Sometimes people just tend to take for granted for what they have and keep complaining. I am so lucky that god have given me a healthy and cheerful child and I am going to be a father of two. We shall feel cheerish and appreciate everything that we have.

You're Beautiful - James Blunt

2006-07-16T02:04:00.000+08:00

Lately there is an english song that caught my attention - " You're Beautiful - James Blunt'. I like the lyrics, for example :-

I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'till the end.

The following is the complete lyrics :-

My life is brilliant. My life is brilliant
My love is pure.
I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yes, she caught my eye, As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was, Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she
thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you.

Rats attacks

2006-07-14T10:23:00.000+08:00

Since our office neighbour had left, my office is being attacked by lots of rats. It makes me feel so uneasy in the office. i feel like they may attack me from any angle. I have setting up traps, poisoning and doing spring cleaning but still not able to stop them...

Maybe I should set up more traps and use starbucks or coffee bean's cheese cake to lure them out.

My small underwater world

2006-07-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

Today I bought some plants and white sand for my aquarium. It looks so different now, brighter, more clean and more lively. I guess is time for me to shop for more fish now.
There are 3 white stock tectra, 1 fire fox and some shrimps. Its kinda sad when think about going to leave my small underwater world in next 2 months.

Fireworks

2006-07-13T01:49:00.000+08:00

This morning while working in my office, suddenly I heard some 'buzz-ing" noise from outside of my office. I thought my aircon compressor caught fire. I quickly shut down my aircon and went outside the office to find whats happening.

I found out that it was TNB's power cable caught fire. There was smokes, sparks and fire. Its looks like fireworks. Luckily nobody get hurt.

45 minutes later, TNB send more then 10 people to the site (No wonder they need to increase the electricity bill)

TNB had shut down the power supply in my area for about 4 hours for repairment. And thanks to TNB, we all got a half day off. TNB Hurrayyy !!!

2006 World Cup Final

2006-07-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

Overall its kinda boring game, since both are not my favourite team. But I hoping Zidane can make some wonders that night. He did ..... but in a disgrace way. It is so sad that he ended his career in this way. Everyone must be very curious to know why Zizou head butted Italy Macro Materrazzi. What did Materrazzi had said to him ??? Whhyyyyyyyyy????

World Cup Heart Breaking

2006-07-09T02:05:00.000+08:00

England has lost to Portugal. As usual England team is only a 'jagua kampung - champion at homeland' But this time they lost very ugly. How can they miss the penalty shoot out like this

How could Lampard & Gerrald miss that penalty???
Rooney... Who said he is the saver for england world cup team ???
He is so immature, so much burden has put on him.

And this guy Ronaldinho...... where is he ???
he has been missing his sole during this world cup

He is sooooooooooooooooooo fat !!

I hate Lampe Berger

2006-07-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

Lately I guess everyone's life is being invaded by lampe berger. I thought I am lucky and able to escape from this jinx but I am damn wrong.

My bro has become one of the lampe berger die hard fans. He has been brain washed and can't even listen to others opion. Fuckkk !!!!!! he has paid that them RM30k.

What more I can say? With this RM30k I can do lots of thing. I can even order a full container of goods from China. Can you imagine this fucker worth RM30k ???

I am very confused. one one hand I hope he may succeed, since he has dump in such a big money into it. But on the other hand if he succeed, which means there will be another 5 new victims and these 5 victims will get another 25 victims and so on and so on..... Fuckkk !!!!!! what an endless sin. God know what shall I do.....

My bro has been pestering me to attain their so called " GRAND Seminar" or to listen to a speech given by a "mercedez driver" . "..... I don't want, I don't want go, I don't want to listen and I don't want and I just don't want ....I doNNNNN waNNNNTTTT !!!!!!!!

I have to cry out so loud and say so many don't want, but he still forcing me to attained. Make me feel like some gangster forcing me to join their secret society. Sigh !!!! the world have change...

There more victims like me can be found in the blogs - Lampe Berger Help

武林大会

2006-03-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

虽然农历新年以过了一个月，现在才谈新年有些过时。不过今天才收到一些照片。。所以。。。。

有很多人喜欢避年，很多人讨厌过年。但它对我来说且有不同的意义，因为它牵涉到一个武林秘密
每年新年我都会去赴一个不为人知的武林大会。

这天是武林盟主的大寿. 而坐在盟主身旁的就是传说中的黄蓉。

在这天，个门个派都会暂时放下武林中的恩恩怨怨，同赴华山祝寿

这武林大会完全办来不易。因为平时这武林并不平静。个门个派时常都在明争暗斗。拼得你死我话。目的是争夺一本失传多年的神功秘技 - "面子"。唯有此时此刻才能如此的温馨，心平于气和。不知又有谁会珍惜此时此刻?

不知道盟主还能再主办多少次大会。如果盟主不在的话。。。

这位小弟是第四代的传人。当他接管这武林时，又会是怎样一个情景

难得糊涂

2006-03-11T09:33:00.000+08:00

在这世上有多少人能安于平凡，又有多少人愿意接受简单。进来周遭的人都把生活上的点滴弄得复杂化。把简单的布洛克弄得充满企图心。四处埋怨生活上的种种不顺，把身与心不断的疲劳轰炸，且不能安于平凡。

郑板桥的“难得糊涂”又有谁能共鸣。

劉姥姥游大觀園

2006-01-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

今晚和往常一樣, 回到馬六甲已經快晚上十一點了. 媽說老爸要我們明天一早一起去參觀一座印度廟. 本來對印度廟也沒什麼興趣, 現在還要七早八早起來, 真是太可憐,可恨,可惡,可口可樂.

後來老爸不知那來的興致,提議不等明天,要馬上就去. 我有點懷疑那印度廟真的有那可觀性嗎?

當我們來到那印度廟, 我有點不敢相信自己的眼睛. 我是在馬六甲嗎? 我在馬六甲住了三十多年卻不知道有這一個地方. 我就像是劉姥姥游大觀園, 山芭老一個. 到處拍照.

這印度廟的粱架上有很多很漂亮和精緻的彫刻.

手

2005-11-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

昨天我又看到一只唤起我许多回忆的手. 一只好像已经干枯了的树枝. 无力的在那里微微的摇晃着...

当我轻轻握着那只冰冷的手. 他好像有千言万语要对我说,且不知该从何说起, 那些话都喉咙里打转.就算再怎么用力也没法把它说出来. 而我也只能静静的握着. 希望能把手心里的一些温暖转送到他的心里.

握着这手. 我有些害怕. 那好像是很久很久以前..... 它曾经是只有力的手. 每天傍晚抱着我骑上Vespa 到处兜风. 但现在它以变成一只在道别的手..

风潇潇兮易水寒, 岁月一去兮不复返.

爷孙记

下海

2005-11-25T17:26:00.000+08:00

最近很多人都在谈blogs, 写blogs. 心里就像一座古老的钟在滴答... 滴答... 滴答... 反复的挣扎在写与不写之间. 一直在寻找写blogs的意义

既然天下的乌鸦都一般黑, 我就不当那这白乌鸦 .... 鹤立鸡群.. 那没什么大不了, 可鸡立鹤群.. 那可是万万不妙. 于是最后还是决定下海, 同流合污

能维持多久... 不知道. 就随着风慢慢的飘游